THE NOVEMBERS - ニールの灰に (NEIL no hai ni)

Lyrics: Yusuke Kobayashi
Music: Yusuke Kobayashi

Kanji: ニールの灰に
そうさ
何をしてもいいんだったら
何をされてもいいんだ
オーロラみたいで綺麗な飴は
身体に悪いと思うよ
気にしないで
噛み砕いて
飲むか吐くか
選ぶか選ばないかだけ

許され過ぎて
許すのにも慣れ
数えきれない無痛の上
端に寄りなよ轢かれるよ
恥に凝るなよ引かれるよ
「正しい国で苦しいわ」
いつでも止められるわりには
出口が入り口なだけ

余白のない白紙で作ったよ
終わりのない家だよ
蛹は不在で空洞
「今日も仮設の僕の中に居過ぎて苦しそう」
いつでも止められるわりには
出口が入り口なんだね

Romaji: NEIL no hai ni
sousa
nani o shitemo iindattara
nani o saretemo iinda
AURORA mitai de kirei na ame wa
karada ni warui to omou yo
ki ni shinai de
kamikudaite
nomu ka haku ka
erabu ka erabanai ka dake

yurusare sugite
yurusu no ni mo nare
kazoe kirenai mutsuu no ue
haji ni yori na yo hikareru yo
haji ni koru na yo hikareru yo
"tadashii kuni de kurushii wa"
itsudemo yamerareru wari n
deguchi ga iriguchi na dake

yohaku no nai hakushi de tsukutta yo
owari no nai ie da yo
sanagi wa fuzai de kuudou
"kyou mo kasetsu no boku no naka ni isugite kurushisou"
itsudemo yamerareru wari ni
deguchi ga iriguchi nanda ne

English: For Neil's Ashes
That's right
If we could do anything
It doesn't matter what happens
That lovely aurora-like candy
Is not good for your body
Don't worry
Just chew
Swallow or spit out
Either choose or don't choose

We were forgiven too many times
And we got used to forgiving
On top of countless painlessness
Don't approach the edge, or you'll get run over
Don't stiffen in shame, or you'll get pulled in
"It's painful in a lawful country"
Even though it can stop anytime
The exit is only an entrance

I made it out of blank white paper
A house without endings
The chrysalis is absent and hollow
"Again today, it resides immensely in a temporary me, it seems painful"
Even though it can stop anytime
The exit is certainly an entrance